Sad Mekmek; I am so sorry you are having these issues. I am so sad to read this- and a part of me gets angry reading this.

I truly do not believe that Love is distrusting, disrespecting and hurting your partner as you have described here.
If someone loves you; yes there may be jealousy, however they do not kick and slap their lover and call them names to show their love.
If that is how they show love then I strongly suggest you both get into Therapy. It is not a healthy way to express love

Ya know, being busy, stressed out and etc. Not everyone is always in the mood- and as a woman- I say that needs to be respected by men. And I know Men are not always in the Mood which needs to be respected by Woman. It goes both ways.

I am not sure what you want people to say, this sounds really messed up and abusive relationship and sorry If I mis read something.

I hope you best and the strength to see you do not need someone to beat you with words and physically and sexually.