it sounds like a terrible situation.

is there a therapist or counselor you can talk to? he obviously doesn't respect you & if he is treating you poorly & hurting you...well all the love in the world isn't worth that..in my opinion.

i am also sorry about the loss of your child. are you married to the father? i think if so you need to straighten that up as well..just my opinion.

good luck.

stumpy