hi stumpy! thanks for the reply and to your opinion. Unfortunately, there is no Therapist here because dating among singles is strictly prohibited here. But if only I can find a therapist, I would suggest to my boyfriend to have sessions. I really want to work things out and I know he does too. For how many times we tried to break up but we both find each other coming back to one another. I don't know if the place we're living and the culture here affects so much our relationship.

Yes, I'm married to the father of my child. He was my boyfriend for 3 years before we got married. I wouldn't have married him if I wasn't got pregnant. We lived together for 3 years. I honestly tried my best to love him the way he wanted and to work things between us but I only found fooling him and myself. I really wanted to straighten it up with him, I really tried but now I found myself in love with a guy who doesn't respects me at all. I don't know what to do anymore..