My T and I have been communicating albeit vaguely over the past week via email/ phone.

This is not a trustworthy person. I am pretty sure that she has her own issues. And she rejected me again... I'm really upset because our last session dealt with SUI thoughts and I realize that it's not her fault she doesn't want to help... but I'm upset not to have help.

I don't know why I do this, go back to people who do this!!

Look, no negative comments this time. I'm really not in the mood. I would love a hug though. I'm really feeling wretched in general.