sad mekmek, you mentioned you went over seas to ksa, where did come from before ksa?

Idk much about ksa just a little, I am not fully aware of rights and how women are treated. It sounds very stricken as you described and what little I have read. Like women aren't allowed to walk alone, drive, vote, they have to cover themselves head to toe or they are bad?

Women should be treated as equals and maybe that's how I feel due to my culture, I sure know it wasn't how I was fully raised. But human beings are human beings. No gender is higher, and everyone deserves some general respect in some form to start out with. Yes you earn respect and lose it , but there Is general respect for mankind aka humans

Its too bad about therapy, and not being available. And its too bad your already doing something that isn't allowed with dating :/ I don't get it but then I probably wouldn't get a lot due to I don't know much of the culture and I am me, I don't get much of my culture...

Do your friends get tired of hearing cuz it is just how it is or because they don't have the sort of relationship?

I am sorry I can't offer much, I would go absolutely nuts with an abusive relationship. I would not be able to stand it, especially with all physical, sexual and verbal abuse. I won't share with how I imagine it would end up which keeps me away from the sort.

Yes love you should cherish, you should try and keep trying, but to have love you both need to be a part of it not just one sided.


my heart does go out to you..... And I wish you well and I really hope you can get out of this relationship or work something out in the end.

I'm sorry but it reminds me of an abuser and the victim has fallen in love with the abuser. The mind can be quiet messy like that.

Hopefully some one can'give you a better answer