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perhaps it is time to find another provider. chances are you are too intense, sui is too intense for this T to handle. some just are not equipped.

i was seeing a T at my college. i was in a manic cycle. she kept cancelling our appts. then i was suicidal. it was near the end of our session. i was trying to tell her how scared i was, using all the buzz words. she could have locked me up for what i was saying. i was frantic. and what is she doing? she is mirroring my feelings to me. "yes, you sound really frightened" she could not wait to get me out of her office. it was ridiculous.

unfortunately, Ts are human too. She should be professional enough to refer you out though if she is unable to care for your needs in an appropriate manner. leading you along until she feels comfortable enough to deal with you again is totally unprofessional.