Thank you KD & Myself. I am hitting a rough patch with patience with this mechanism. I undersand they why it was created, why they came to be, but I m tired, and I so want to be a real person and not an interchangeble part...like Mr Potatoe head..remember those..OMG showing my age there..are they still around even..its 2:30 am here, have not been sleeping well.waking up every couple of hrs with nightmares..been happening to much of late..but thank you both.