Thanks again, tigergirl. I think I will write it down. Eek, I have a lot I want to bring with me tomorrow which means I'll never get to all of it. I'd better concentrate just on this "love" stuff.

granite, thanks for wanting to jump in! Oh, I just remembered. I want to bring back T's bear. The "twin bears" were sitting in my bedroom all week. I didn't look at them much, but I'm glad they were together, though it's silly, I know.

thank you, rainbow_rose! Last week I wrote that sentence "you looked too good" on the paper I was scribbling on, but I'm trying to forget that. I don't know how I can forget last session, though. It was kind of traumatic and maybe I need to talk about it too. I guess it's relevant, my being angry because of my feelings for her. My stomach is getting all jumpy thinking about my last session and scribbling over all those pages!

I also could email my T right now and write that I want to talk about love. But I will never stop writing so I'm not going to do that. I'm going to try to go to sleep early since I have to get up so early for my session.