I get asked to explain more and after I do it seems like no one understands.

Ya know that scares me a little, if not many understand and I go in to therapy, ... I don't think I'm such an odd ball,

I know I've been told when telling a psychiatrist about our family my brother was told: "in opinion it was in the top five worse" that psychiatrist had heard of (session in prison),
but I get worries with I maybe wrong with bein so odd :-(

Any ways in the end it doesn't matter, cause all that matters is how well I cope. And that I do what true in my heart

I just want some understanding I guess which I can't always get, and I feel like a fool with exposing myself, feel like a child lead into a trap.


Thanks all and I do appreciate 90% of the understanding from ya all :-) thanks!
I guess it will prepare me for real world exposed of thoughts