You’re definitely right! Women here have NO RIGHTS! We are not allowed to travel alone or be caught by the MUTAWA (high priest for Muslims) walking together and talking to a man. Only men have all the voice and rights in the world. That’s why you and I are lucky because we were born in a free country. By the way, I’m from the Philippines.
I know my friends listens but sometimes I feel like they are being bored of the same old paranoia stories of my boyfriend. Oooppss..by the way, we had a fight the other day. He said a lot of terrible words to me and I fought back at him then he told me he misses me because before that fight he said to me he needed space. He actually broke up with me. I was so sad by that time and I decided to surf on the net and that’s why I found this site (thanks to GOD!). When he called me during my night shift, he was yelling at me and honestly he was disturbing me at my work then he told me he misses me. It was really painful for me that he said to me terrible words again, accusing me of being unfaithful once again then he misses me? So I cried over the phone and told him that he never respected me. He just answered me, “Have you respected yourself?” I answered him back that I’m not stupid enough to tear myself down and I know that I’m not perfect. The only thing I know that I did wrong was to have sex with him in the workplace. Do you think that is a reason why he disrespects me? To cut the story short, we had a big fight and I told him that this is for the best, be separated. He clarified it to me and I said yes. Now he deleted me on his friend in facebook and he’s not talking to me anymore. I don’t know if I will be happy or move on or ask him to come back. I don’t know if I can live without him.. I don’t know.. I really know know..
Do you really think that he doesn’t love me? Am I the only one who loves him?
Anyway, I really appreciate your effort and time for this. I really need someone to talk to.. thanks a lot.
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