really Perna? you think so? it's really sad to hear it but i have to accept your opinion because that is what I need the most now. Sooner I'll be going home and I talked to my ex-husband about the annulment, he agreed and I hope that everything goes well so I can start over again. I know that what we did was really bad and we were both scared to get caught but maybe due to lack of private place to do it or we can't spend time together like the normal free lovers does (like simple sweet activities), I agreed to him. He slapped me twice because of jealousy and accusation that I never did. I got kicked too because I turned him down, I don't want to have sex with him in the workplace and he was paranoid that I already did it to somebody else that's why I turned him down. But that was a year ago. After that, nothing more but he still swears at me until the last conversation I had with him. I wish it's really easy to forget things and move on.