Melissa: Yeah, I get the homocidal/suicidal thoughts as well. I've thankfully never been hospitalized though, as I've never ACTUALLY had any suicidal ideations or attempts. It's mainly I find myself thinking things like "What if that happened right now & I just did it?" for no reason in particular. As for homocidal thoughts? They're particularly troubling because they always seem to be about someone I care about, even though that's the last thing I would think of doing to them. But I suppose that just adds fuel to the "intrusiveness". Hah