On the 4th of Jan' 2006 the hospital told me to lose 16lb. Since then i have eat less and less. I had a BMI of 29 = overweight. I lost 19lb in 9 wks, BMI now 26 = still overweight. I've lost about 12% of my body weight and still have normal periods etc. my weight loss can varies from 0-5lb per wk. I can eat 200-1000 cal's per day, but it's usually 300-600 cal's per day. If i eat too much in one go i feel very sick and make myself vomit. Somwtimes when i eat something i have the urge to eat more or i have the urge to eat when I'm not hungry. I feel very down if i gain weight or even if i don't lose weight for a few days - even crying etc. I'm terrified i will gain weight and have to live like this forever. the quizzes and people i have spoken to say i have anorexia or anorexia with purging tendencies. Is this true? do i qualify for help?
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