{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Dexter}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You are so much more together on handling your depression than I am that I wouldn't presume to give you any advise. All I can do is sympathize with you. I've lost many things in my life; my mother, my daughter, a beautiful home, a storage shed full of all my belongings and the only picture of my mother, my health... I'm still here and kicking.
"It's not what you gather, but what you scatter that tells what kind of life you have lived."