honestly rubyindie by what you have said, you made me cry. I appreciate you for telling me your honest thoughts but I'm sorry for being so emotional right now. It's been 4 days since we last talked and I can say that I'm trying to be strong enough to carry on. Do you really think that he's that bad person?

I'm sorry.. I don't know if I'm being stupid because I'm blinded by my feelings for him or I'm just an optimist person. I hope that he could explain himself too for equal and better understanding.