That was a bad few days there. Things now are a little better mentally if not in any other way. And that's a good thing. Though I know it'll all come crashing down on me again soon. It's not that I sit here and wait for it or hope for it in some sick way. just self aware. It's bound to happen. It's happeend too damn many times in my life to even try and lie to myself and say that it's not coming back this time.

Well, on the good side... I got a Pre-Reading gig with an author I really like. No pay, but access to stories before anyone else and free books when the ones I've worked on are published. And my name in the acknowledgements section. It's time consuming, but oh so worth it.