I can totally relate to all of that. Maybe one day we will be free from ourselves.

Xanax works total wonders for me, but I can't find a doctor to prescribe them to me since my old one won't take my new insurance. I still get depressed, but it totally controls the anxiety I have when talking to other people, going out, feeling rageful, and everything.

Always a road block though! Try to have a great day!