I did it... I was lucky some how and didn't have to leave a message today? I'm confused but, this lady I talked to was really nice! She told me I was taking a good step and good for me for calling ... It was the most nerve racking call I have ever made and have I was flustered and after the call I misplaced all my stuff in my apartment, even my phone, geez I need to just chill right? Its ok... I tell me....
Thank you all... Guess just an up date, feel scared... I have an appt to talk to someone I'm scared, Blah I feel sick a lil now