Brianna, I think you get more than either of you are giving you credit for. At some point you both have to get to the point where, yes you made a bad choice and it sucks and it hurt you both. But I don't know if I see him giving you the credit for what you are doing today. Like right now we see him throwing everything he has against you, and sure he's upset, but I don't see him trying to show you any of the consideration you give him