(((Richardrahl))) - I'm sorry you're feeling like giving up. I can relate to feeling exasperated and disappointed without any solution. Just when I didn't think I had any more strength, something inside pushes me to keep going. It was the thought of, not wanting to give the ones who disappointed me, the satisfaction of winning - so I dig my heals in and persevere.

In times like this I learn to depend on myself, rather than expecting it from others which would lead to disappointment. Maybe you need to be more selective who you spend time with and trust. Yes its a tough world out there and some people are bad. All we can do is learn from our set backs and keep on going the best we can. If this was one of those survival shows, you wouldn't give up so I hope you won't now. Hope you feel better.