I know just what you mean. I consider myself to be somewhat of a "switch". Meaning I enjoy being both dominant and submissive. I enjoy being submissive much more though, because ironically, I fight for control over myself, and situations that frustrate me in my life. So when I someone else takes that control from me, it kind of feels like freedom. It's like a release. And as long as no one is really hurting you, I think it's okay. Just make sure you do these things with someone that you can trust, and care about.