Gone a few weeks wid out harming myself but it was like a quiet volcano waiting to erupt and boom just like lava I see the blood run and I feel free........I feel so horrible bout cutting like a complete failure and I know I can get back on track but for right now I feel grounded and back from the choas of my hectic life ugh and school starts in two weeks yep bck to college I go and stress is off the charts when the school year starts I have to somehow figure this out but in a way cutting is helping me stay sane for right now I know sounds crazy dnt even know how I was successful a few weeks back (sighs)