(((((ariatboot))))) Hey there
IMO, I really think hospital would be the best place for you right now

Dont want any harm to come to you ok? I know its not nice...I was just there myself and got back yesterday. Was only for 24 hours but it did me good
I know its not nice but if it means making you better, it's got to be a good thing right?
Please take care and let us know how you get on