For years, I "self-medicated". When I used, i was finally able to concentrate, have energy, and feel normal. So still struggling with staying clean. Guess I expected to get on meds for my ADHD and would not need or desire to use anymore. Although, the meds have helped tremendously - cutting down my urges- I guess I just sometimes want that little bit more that gives me energy and gets me going - something my meds have failed to do.

Does anyone have any advice on what i can do to quit entirely. I get so depressed. I have tried everything - and i just can't seem to whip it.