<font color="#000088"> But actually to tired to even do so. I just got home about an hour ago if that from running around with bus after bus after bus today. 6 buses total and maybe 10 miles of walking. Had an extreme intense convo with my roommates mother. Showed her letters from my roommate and I back and forth and what not. She finally realizes why things went so sour with our relationship. Did a lot of running around with her and even went to the hospital to see my roommate. I had a lot of major red flags flying around when I was there with her. She is suppose to have short term memory loss of the past 4 - 5 years. But there was just so much stuff that doesn't add up. She was trying to contact her b/f here in town, knows what town she is in, knows my name, etc. Just the feelings and the vives that I got from it. I hate to doubt ppl because I know what it feels like. Right now instead of totally collapsing which is what I truly want to do I am still focusing on her. I think right now I need to so that I can make sure that we get her out of here and moved away from here. Triggers to much within us with this craziness that happens. I don't want to offend anyone or say something out of line. Please don't take me wrong when I am saying these things. Having DID is a hard enough thing to deal with, but when you are forced into taking care of 2 dysfunctional people it is so difficult. I see so much in my roommate's mom that I see in my roommate which can be very terrifying. It's a miracle I am even making since in this post because I can barely keep my eyes opened. I am suppose to go with roommates mom to the hospital to have a meeting with her psyhciatrist tomorrow late evening to discuss all the stuff that I know, that her mother knows, as well as the discussion of taking her back home with her mother. I just don't know. Tomorrow will be a busy day. I am suppose to go to my support group tomorrow, but am not sure if I will have a ride or not. I am still waiting for word on it. Then I will have later on in the evening the meeting with her pdoc. I'm so tired and exhausted and just want to but I'm to tired to do so. I don't even think I need my meds tonight because I am about ready to crash now. Will post more when my brain is more alert and not ready for a shut down.

Want to thank everyone for their support and their post. Sorry I can't answer each one separately at this moment. My eyelids are almost completely closed. LOL I can't see straight LOL Talk later on. Bye </font>