I'm so sorry you had such a tough time growing up. If you're not feeling comfortable with your therapist, maybe it's time for a new one? I can't believe he/she would tell you to go out and sleep around. That is both emotionally and physically harmful...and you are fine just the way you are. Don't even think about trying to force yourself to be attracted to women. You are who you are, and you should embrace it. I really need to practice what I preach Stay strong, and remember...you've gotta breathe through it.