I was having a relatively good day, but now tonight, I really want to cut again. Anxiety is way up again.

I have to go spend the day with my in-laws tomorrow and am not going to like it. 2 of my sister in-laws have said some pretty hurtful things about me, so this is not going to be fun.

I say I "have" to go because it is my husbands family, and it's just one of those things you do...