(((gma45)))

I don't know ~ I'm trying to get down to my core, to let the emotions be free. Not easy though, as they've been stuffed inside for so long. I have a very hard time allowing myself to let emotions like sadness and hurt out. Anger comes out without a problem (other than poor control!). The sadness and pain are like "forbidden" or something.

Weird. Best wishes sent your way gma45 ~ I hope that you can make it through this phase relatively easily.