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Aug 13, 2011, 01:40 AM
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Member Since: Mar 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 12,867
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I'm looking forward to attacking a mountain of laundry tomorrow. My apartment sure became a wreck when I kept relapsing into depression. I hated the place. Now that I have some solid recovery going on, it's amazing how I can progress every day in getting these rooms back into some semblance of "home" again. At the rate I'm going, this place will look nice after a few more days of cleaning.
I really thought I was past the point of no return. Well, you just never know. I sure feel for those here who are still at where I was. If I could get from there to here, maybe you can too. I still got a good ways to go. I'm hopeful because I keep moving on things. This isn't willpower. I just went into remission. No thoughts of suicide. Just amazement. Maybe it's the meds. I think PC has helped a lot. This is long, but to me this is what I need to record.
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