I'm so dissapointed with myself, don't know what's happening to me.
Yesterday i'd only had 251 cal's - quite good for me.
Not too long after i'd last eaten i had a steam pudding may hubby hadn't finished eating and then i was eating a nutri-grain oat bar. after i'd eaten half the bar and was chewing the other half i realised i was still full from the other food and didn't know why i was eating it!!!
So i spat out the 2nd half of the bar and tryed to throw up the 1/2 i'd already eaten. Gave up on being sick = i didn't want me hubby to know what i'd done + i can naver make myself throw-up anyway!
I felt sooo sick, so i went to bed and cried myself to sleep.
I read that 50% of anorexics turn into bulimics! I did want to binge, but then felt bad and wanted to be sick. I'm i turning into a bulimic?
Please help