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Old Aug 13, 2011, 08:03 AM
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Originally Posted by ariatboot View Post
So I had an appointment with my pdoc today and she about put me in the hospital today. I have been feeling really suicidal and haven't been sleeping well at all. I get about 3 to 4 hours of sleep a night and then I have no motivation the next day. So she put me on Mirtazapine (which I have never heard of) tonight in the hopes of helping me sleep. If I dont sleep any better tonight Im suppose to go to the hospital tomorrow.

Im really scared of the thought of having to go to the hospital. I have been there once before after a suicide attempt but I am completely terrified of the prospect of having to go again. I dont know if Im scared of going or scared of being stopped from doing what I want to do. I need some support, thanks.
Hi I'm in the same prediciment as you right now but what I'm scared off is the mixed wards and being away from home,you see here in *UK* men and women are put together,and I've got real bad agraphobia and social phobia. Its a case of facing my fears to get better,I really don't want to go neither does my husband.
I hope your medication has helped you and you know we are all here to support you.
Please if the need to hurt yourself becomes too much go to the hospital asap
Take care
JK
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