Puzzclar, Hello. I have never done any type of sexual self injury, but I used to cut. I still want to sometimes, and I don't think the urge ever quite goes away. Anyway, I had an idea. Please don't take offense, but have you ever thought of shaving it? I've been shaving mine pretty much since it first started growing...and if you don't have any to pull, maybe it will help you. Or maybe you can take up a hobby that requires the use of your hands, like pottery building sculptures, or painting. Good luck to you