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Aug 13, 2011, 11:17 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Hell
Posts: 5,109
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Originally Posted by toothlesslady
Special, I'm saddened that you regret changing your name, since I'm the one who convinced you to do so. I know you can't see it right now, but you are special. Think about the children you have dealt with and the fact that you want to become a teacher. It takes a special person to be able to deal with children, especially at the 4-5 year old range! I, for one, could not do it, but I know you can, and you enjoy it! So please don't give up on yourself, I haven't and I won't! Love my brit brat!
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TL, I'm sorry i didn't want to sadden you (see what i mean about hurting people??) I know you was the one who did convice me to change it and i did!! and you all was sooooooooooooo happy but you really knew how i felt but i thought i would try it and see and so for nothing (i'll admit sometimes i can feel special but its not as often has me feeling the way i do and i even sometimes think i'm just dreaming and its not real) I know, i love children and its them that make me feel about about living and i'm so empty now without doing what i love to do. (uni starts soon so i will be back doing what i love but be away for a while) I know you say and think/know i am special but i just don't  I haven't given up yet have i? so i don't think i will but i just really don't know how much more i can take. And i know you won't and haven't given up on me (and wont let me either same with tarmy bless her) Love my yank snerf!
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