welcome to pc. i do believe you would benefit from seeing a therapist. many of us here have found it beneficial. meds may be recommended too. they have helped me remain balanced with my moods.
a word of caution from the site administrator..."Just a gentle reminder... No suicidal posts, please. Thank you."
this site is very supportive. we're glad u found us. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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