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Originally Posted by lynn P.
(((kbeller88))) - I'm sorry you're having a difficult time. Whenever a person stops one medicine and adds a new one, then starts to have problem - you should consult your doctor ASAP. Some meds can actually increase suicidal thoughts in some people. Let your doctor know how this is like a wild roller coaster ride. If you can't handle this in your own and feel in danger, please go to the emergency room. I hope you feel better soon and get stabilized.
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I was to that point earlier...i now have 4 burns and 4 cuts that I re-opened( they were actually almost healed)...
I'm to the point now that I'm on the top of the hill again.
Its just like someone flips a switch and I'm all better. I was contemplating suicide again, how I was going to do it, when the right time was, I just want it to end, blah blah. I guess I self-medicated and now I feel like I've drank a full pot of coffee(I had a cup because at 8am bc I couldn't stay awake, its 230 now). Every part of my body wants to jump up and run a race! But I'm so tired too...
I swear my husbands gunna divorce me one of these days and take my kids from me because I'm a basket case...