I was raised Christian, spent 2 years as an agnostic in high school, and then converted back. I believe that my reconversion was God's decision, not at all mine. He allowed me to live in the dark spiritually for awhile so that later I would appreciate the light.

I'm not a saint. I struggle with my religion on a daily basis, and sometimes I don't feel like someone who knows God at all. But my God loves broken, inadequate people like me. I hope that God finds you soon. I'm sure he's planning on it.

I hope that I haven't offended anyone. I am just stating my experiences and beliefs; I understand and respect that we are all different.