((Hugs))

I think you are going through a lot of stress right now and so long as so much pressure is on you, the symptoms will get worse. I don't think you should be ashamed to get help. It takes a bigger person to acknowledge something is wrong AND seek help. There are programs out there that you can sign up for to see therapists and psychitrists. PC even gives a coupon thinggy (something like that) where you can get 80% off your meds if you have no insurance.

Remember, people who love and care for you will support you through your trials and tribulations.