My councillor wants me to go to the doctor to be put on some kind of mood stabilizers. I am a bit anxious now at starting tablets like these im not really sure mood stabilizers are.

I was lexapro atni depressants but they made me very suicidal and i am worried about taking medicines after this. i know each tablets are different but it wasnt a very nice experience. are mood stabilizers different to anti depressants ? Is there any1 else here on them could tell me there experience of them