Thanks for support. I ended up telling Mandy the truth the other night and she was very understanding. In fact she told me her younger brother had ADHD too but she was suprised I had it because she didn't pick up on it. Mandy said she knew I had OCD from my large CD collection though. lol She then looked me in the eyes and said nothing could change the way she felt about me and she told me she loved me before she kissed me

She literally took my breath away and I think I was lucky I was sitting down because I could have fallen over. lol Mandy is the first person to say those words to me and really mean them since Jessica passed away and she's just so amazing. I couldn’t be happier to have found a woman like this and I know we haven’t been together for very long but I love her too and I told her I did. Since moving in we've really got to know each other and I could see myself marrying her one day.

Mandy then said since we are being completely honest with each other she had something else to tell me. She said when she was in her early twenties she posed nude for a few magazines because she needed the money at the time. It doesn't really surprise me that she did modelling because she is really beautiful but I never pictured her as the type of woman who would pose nude. I'm not saying there is anything wrong with that though but it just surprised me.

She said when she was younger she did a few things she wasn't proud of but she had grown up a lot since then. She also told me she had gotten implaints when she was eighteen and she had piercings in a few private areas of her body. I still haven't seen her naked or had sex with her and she had a conversation with me the other night about it and she told me she wants us to wait another month before we do because most of her past relationships have only been about that and she doesn't want ours to be. Mandy said she wants ours to be special. I can wait for that and I am not going to put any pressure on her.

I'm not sure if I posted this on here but Mandy is an artist now and a very good one. Her work is very impressive to say the least and I'm her biggest fan just like she is my biggest fan with my writing. What would you do if you found out something like this about your partner?