Oh that is wonderful Bluelake, have a nice lunch, try to pick a quiet place. Yes your right about the morning process. And it is very hard that others do not understand it. It is hard for the person who has it to understand it. Just know your not alone, I hear you and so do others, but you will get better and stronger. There are ups and downs so don't let that bother you, it is just part of it, I guess part of the inner grieving or getting through that line of emotions that is waiting to be addressed.

Have a good day, and remember you can come here and vent or whatever, that way you will know your not crazy and all alone with this. Cause it can be hard, it was a life saver for me to know I am not alone.

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