I know they do and they tell me they do, but i convince myself otherwise and come up with lots of evidence as to why they cant love me.
I need to break from them to get my head straight because i cant see it clearly while i am still in the situation.
I'm lactimal, not starting an anti-psychotic until i am up to the full does of lactimal because we want to do one thing at a time as i am also now starting EMDR.
I feel like such a burden to them.