I feel like a 59 yr old woman who still acts like a 9 year old girl. I can really relate to your post, like about getting overexcited, but I do things, like household chores, so slowly, no one has ever called me Adhd. And move slowly, but I am chubby. Anyway, even in just two months, I feel like part of the group here at PC, and it has changed how I act in real life, like being in the swimming pool at my apartment. That doesn't sound like much, but last week, I really felt for the first time like I was part of a big group (made up of several small groups) all having fun together. I have NEVER felt included before. I never WAS included before, then I got in my own way and was nervous about it. Just read the posts, read the OLD posts too, you'll find out everybody (or somebody) shares your feelings. Forget Disneyworld - THIS is the greatest place on earth!