the thing is, i COMPLETELY understand and yet the truth is still far from my reaching grasp. Its like you took the words from my mind, the thing about there being a dimension beyond that,,,, is so right. its fuzzy though for me cuz its so enormous, so real it begins to seem implausible.
i can feel pus accumulating inside my brain at times... at least thats what i call it. it seems somewhat like interference like when a radio station cant quite be tuned in... and so i eat hot sauce until my eyes run and my nose runs and the pain dissolves the takeover attempt by these extra dimensional forces.
im always sensing that im being studied by some unseen force, i sometimes have dejavu to an extreme other people arent able to... and when im laying in bed, i can hear them. whoever they are. theyre all talking at once its so loud and is like a crowded auditorium... but i feel lucky, i am able to do this, i dont know where the people are, maybe theyre in a different dimension. but i can focus in on what theyre saying. it makes me so tired cuz it takes all my concentration... so i usually end up falling asleep before i can find a way to record what ive heard.

does anyone relate?