Im not real happen with the person that I am. I envision going away somewhere for a month,, like a retreat and coming back and starting over. I think Ive hurt a lot of people; not on purpose but by just being weak self absobed and emotionally ill....I want to live my life differently. If I didnt have a young child I thinkI would move and start over, but I can't...has anyone ever dealt with such a weird thing???