I felt the same way too, then I met a wonderful man, and we loved each other. Sadly, he died, too young, but that doesn't mean love failed. I don't think I'll ever be that happy again, or feel that safe again, but I do have the knowledge that love exists for all of us. I'm a woman who has so many issues, so many problems, and yet a man still loved me. The same thing can happen for you.