ok first, a confession.... ive been manic for like weeks.
i have found it so exhaustive that i started taking sudafed sometimes,,,, im not physically exhauseted but i just cant concentrate on one thing. i take it cuz im trying to wear myself out.... like since im already manic, i have this idea that going even FASTER will quench it, like mania is a type of mental thirst for more and more of everything.
well, point of this post is: the sudafed makes me calm, like a wierd psychotic, cold, calculating calm. people start to look at me scared and i look in the mirror and my eyeballs are wide open and i look sorta homocidal, i feel like i can read minds and i feel like i have more powers and abilities.... sudafed and mania... the implications
any comments would probably prove interest provoking.