oxycottonis hard to get off....nasty drug. When i was taking pills I had to wean myself off of them--maybe start by taking 1/2 a pill at the normal times. It's hard to know if the person giving them to you would become a trigger. If you ask them to stop giving them to you would they do it? I had to get to the point that I was absolutely sick of the pills and the rat race of getting and taking them. Life is much better clean. It just takes awhile to get through the withdrawal. I beleive you can get off them if you truly put your mind to it...maybe use this forum as a resource. There are a lot of people here to offer you support.