Thank you Butterfliesarefree. Such kind words. I'm really grateful that T showed me a side of her that I've never seen before. She's just been so neutral and to see her cry, it took me by surprise. I'm really touched by this. I was starting to think that T wasn't listening and I'm so wasting her time by telling her pointless things. Actually, I still do feel like I'm wasting T's time but I guess it's something I'll need to work on.