Hi ya...well I would maybe not take it it sounds like you are umm having some psychotic breaks and may be getting a little paranoid..I did that once on 8 hits of speed years ago...You really need to kick it into low gear...do you have like something that will help you sleep? Ativan, AP'S ...Ambein.....Visteral...Though you may not want to it really would be best to just crash on something to bring ya down...not sad down