<font color="#000088"> Roommates mom went totally whacky tonight. I contacted the landlord to find out what to do. So she is pissed at me because I did so. Roommate gets out of hospital tomorrow and won't be going back with her mother until the end of March. So will have her mother and her here together. Gee great. Her mother went back on a promise she said and she really doesn't care. She thinks 1 thing and 1 thing only. She said that she doesn't care what the landlord says she ain't paying the rent in April. So I won't be able to try to find a roommate until the rent is due again and I don't have the money to pay for it all. I don't have money to move to another apartment by myself which is what I want to do. I'm so tired and exhausted. I went to group today which was a good thing. I hate being in limbo here and not sure what to do. I have no way to put an ad in the newspaper looking for a roommate. I don't know anyone to see if they know anyone that needs a roommate etc. I'm so tired of all this and really want a break from it all. I am tired of giving and giving and giving and then being squated on. I have helped my roommates mom and my roommate so much the past few days and it isn't even appreciated. What is so hard with a thank you for doing this? I guess that is to much to ask. I just wished that I had someone to care about me the way that my roommates mom cares about her. I have NO ONE and it seems that no one really gets that and they don't care. As long as it doesn't effect them then it isn't anyone's concern. Oh well if she is going to be homeless or if she can't make her way or if she is lonely etc etc......it doesn't effect me so I can just look the other way. After tomorrow getting roommates mom to the hospital to pick her up that is it for me. I ain't helping no more. I have done way more than was required of me. It's it. I'm just so exhausted and tired from it all. </font>